back in January, i made the decision to be a more positive person, and live in the present. i discovered the law of attraction and practiced 'The Secret' process, and to my surprise it actually worked. yes, it really did! i now am i firm believer of the law of attraction. once i received what i wanted, i got too comfortable and fell off the positive boat...causing me to loose what i had manifested back into my life. no one is too blame, except for me. i'd like to think the universe, God, whomever was testing me, and obviously i lost that battle. do i give up? no. do i blame others for my failure? no. i've learned i am my biggest enemy and i have control over my life. i am responsible for my actions, thoughts, and words. i realize i'm not perfect. and sometimes when things seem to be going perfect, something will happen to knock you down. the important part is how you react to the disruption and keep on. i am not willing to take a lost on this one. that's not the woman i have become. i'm a fighter. and, i will fight till i can't anymore for what i want and deserve. its never too late to change what may seem like a lost cause situation or anything for that matter. it can happen and will happen. i am sure of this. so i'm getting back in the ring. ding ding. lets go. i'm ready!
Everyone hits a bottom. It's normal, it's natural and it's bound to happen. If you want to transcend into a reality where you live your dreams, expect that the bottom is going to come and embrace it. It's not as bad as it seems and I personally believe it happens because The Uni-verse is testing you to see how badly you want it. Keep walking when all seems lost; the dawn will break - promise! Positive and realistic affirmations and visualizations of what you want put you in the feeling place of having what you want. When you're in the feeling place of having what you want, it's a moment to celebrate because that means the manifestation is much closer to happening than is was before. See your daily affirmations and visualizations as part of flexing your manifestation muscles. - The Daily Love